Hello there, if your reading this your a bit bored and have decided to search the pages of Tumblr for something interesting to read. Well I’m not particularly interesting, but I do think a lot about many things… and I have been involved in my fair share of drama.
I’ve decided that I’m going to start new with Tumblr, as I wasn’t really entirely faithfull to it, so I hope you find some of what I write interesting, or interesting enough to enjoy reading it. If you do I’ll be very happy, but if not I wont really know will I.
So, isn’t it funny how many times you need to start over, have you ever told yourself I need to more of this, or less of that? That’s what I’m doing at the moment and I’m finding it… well very difficult to say the least. My list of changes is very long but I’m going through it section by section, and I find it so difficult!
Because as anyone who has started a new will tell you, the list clashes. I want to go to the gym more and do more revision, yet I also want to stop worrying as much and do more crazy things. People can never be happy, if they have Ice cream they want chips, if they go swimming they want to be playing tennis and if they happen to be going out with a very lovely, very good looking person, then the one quality said person does not have suddenly becomes the most important thing in the world.
And have you noticed how it’s only when the pressures on, do we suddenly decide that we have to change everything. I want all the things that are bad for me and have to force myself to do the things that are good. I’ve quite smoking now for 8 weeks (yeah I know congrates to me) but when ever I’m in the pub with my mates all I can think about is having one smoke. It sucks! I shall never be completely happy.
Hopefully you reach a point in your adult life where everything is, how you’d want it to be. But I doubt it. And to be honest, most of the time, we have nothing to complain about. There’s something to think about. Intill next time…
